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Does anybody even read these?
So recently i’ve been doing a “rant” every now and again.. I guess today’s is not necessarily a rant so much as like a journal entry.
It’s hard when you come to the realization that something you love so dearly can be touched by death or circumstance. Harder yet is the realization that you can be touched by these things and it will effect those you love dearly.
My life changes so quickly that lately timing for me really has meant everything. I don’t stay in one place for very long so i’ve developed this detachment from those around me. I don’t really make friends let alone lovers. So you can imagine the surprise and shock that came to me when he walked in.
It was like something out of a movie, you know, the world slows down and everything but the person your focusing on just seems to disappear? Our eyes met from across the parking lot (one month exactly before the date i had set to move) and the world fell away. After that we always saw each other from across the parking lot. We work within the same strip of buildings.
One day I decided to have a BBQ with my co-worker, some of his friends, and some of my family. The perfect excuse to talk to him and get to know him better.
It just so happened that he said yes and we spent the entire night talking about anything, everything, and nothing all at the same time. We were so incredibly similar that i craved knowing more about him.We are both Geminis..which probably means we’re both crazy but at least we’d be crazy together. We have interests in the same things, we never ran out of things to talk about. We are both adrenaline junkies and we both have to have music at all times.
It was a match made in ill fated hell. We both fell for each other HARD.
Timing can be so cruel
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Daily Rant :) (more of a story)
It’s been awhile, i really suck at staying on top of this kind of thing. I guess i’ve just been busy getting ready to move and finishing up school.
This rant is purely dedicated to one boy who shall be remained nameless (yes much like Voldemort).
Boys these days are friggin jerks. They draw you in and whisper sweet things into your ears and spin pretty weaves of lies that last for miles. Not even the smartest, prettiest, best game changing girl can figure this type of guy out. Wanna know why? Because he doesn’t even know himself anymore. He’s spit so many lies and hurt so many other people that he’s probably turned the real him completely off and left him in the dark.
Maybe i should give you some back story, but you have to promise not to laugh.
It all started with a dance on the very last night that i’d be in town. The dance was set up to be Valentine themed so of course there was more than one soul there scouring for the next heart bandage, Not this guy. This guy commanded the crowd like he was born to be in front of people, like the high that he got from the bumping music and the flashing lights laced his veins with 100 proof confidence. He was quite the show to behold. The fact that he was completely handsome did not help my already skipping heart. He had dark brown, short cropped hair. Blue eyes. The cutest facial features i had ever seen in my life and a smile that could melt even the hardest of stones. He was like a dance angel sent from the weirdest and most secret part of all of my dreams combined.
His shirt seemed to have disappeared into the large group of girls that seemed to surround him no matter where he went. He hadn’t stopped even to take a breath since the music started so his skin glittered with a light layer of sweat.
I had already spent half of the night watching him from afar and dancing with the friend that i had come with. I decided to turn my back to him knowing that i’d never have the guts to go up to him. My friend and I were dancing face to face instead of dirty dancing like all of those around us. My friends face twisted with surprise as something (or someone) pushed up against my back and started dancing in rythm with me.
I turned around and it was him. The dance angel. He grabbed my hip and turned me back around so we could do a little dirty dancing of our own.
An extra hit of arrogance must’ve takin effect because he reached into my pocket, took my phone out and put his number under (insert name here).We danced and flirted the rest of the night. He wanted to take me home and when i told him i’d be leaving early the next morning to travel 400 miles back to my home all he could say was
“well i guess it’s midnight for you then, hu cinderella”
We flirted via text message until my next visit to town. I sat back silently watching him flirt with every other girl he could get through to with that nasty charm of his.
When i arrived back in town nearly three months later, we decided to hang out. When a friend of his asked for my number and i obliged (insert name here) dropped me like i was hot and called me every name in the book.
Isn’t that lovely?
On one hand i suppose i did choose this guy specifically almost knowing exactly what i was dealing with so i should not be ranting about the fact that it blew up in my face but i am.
This type of guy these days, is ruthless. He’s not looking for a permanent situation so don’t even try. All he wants is another quick thrill that most anyone would happily supply him with.
I give up
so please teach me to deal with guys like this?
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We’re getting married someday i promise
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No Rant today :)
I have nothing to rant about today, simply because i am in a spectacular mood.
The sun is shining outside and i’m warm.
I look cute which always improves ones mood.
I have the cutest crush on this boy and he seems to just make my life light up times like a billion..
I dunno. I’ll give you a rant when i have something to rant about :) but right now i am just content.
xoxo// Luriel
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rant of the day
Okay so this is rant is completely pointless.
Recently there have been some people (one person) in my life that choose to treat me like shit so this is a vent of what i’d like to scream very closely to their ears.
First of all.
Don’t fucking treat me like we’re best fucking friends at home and then when we get in front of any one (literally any fucking one because your an attention whore) treat me like shit. That shits not ok. I’ve put up with it for way to long and I am done. You treat me like shit and i take it and i’ve takin it for way to long. The minute somebody calls you out on the shitty way you treat people you freak out. NO that doesn’t fly. You need to be an actual human being that’s decent. Start functioning properly in society or your gunna fuckin get hurt. An i’ll be the one to hurt you because unlike what you seem to think about everyfucking body else i am not afraid of you. At all.
Stop walking around like your the cock of the walk. If you treat people like they’re below you your gunna make yourself look like an ass. A big fuckin hairy ass that has no business being in public.
Secondly.
Don’t expect me to do shit for you and pay your way through life because you refuse to do shit for yourself. Especially don’t treat me like absolute shit for a week fucking straight and then expect me to buy you shit. NO
I will not be treated like ass and walked on like that. NO
What kind of person does that any ways? do you have no conscience?
If I treated people the way that you do all the time I would walk around and feel like shit all the time. I don’t understand how you don’t. You use everybody that walks into your life even if it’s briefly.
Do you feel like shit all of the time or are you just a heartless bitch?
Sincerely// Luriel
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systemofadowny:
corrupted-by-fate:
goodoldboy:
If a guy skates, makes them 234354674635423x more attractive just sayin’
omg this
I longboard? :c
Skaters are just the perfect breed.
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I love this lol :)
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Another rant from yours truly :)
It’s been a long day so i’m not sure where to start.
I can’t handle the male gender anymore. They just confuse me and piss me off ,and said with all of the respect that such things can be said with, they can all F*CK off. I don’t know what makes boys think that it’s somehow going to get me all hot and bothered by saying things like
“C’mere hot shit, come sit on my man sword”
Or
“Hey baby why you all alone on a monday night? a pretty little thing should have as much wang as she wants.”
Or my all time favorite
“Suck my D*ck B*tch”
Are you Sh*tting me? Really?
Do guys actually think that sh*t works? NO!!
Now that i’m thoroughly pissed the F*CK off with dudes lets rant about females ;)
Okay first of all who in the hell wears f*cking heels to the pool? I tripped over your hoochy 5 inch stilleto pieces of Sh*t. Okay and you think you have the right to yell at me for scratching the cheap sh*tty pleather that they were made from. I COULD HAVE DIED!!
And another thing about females that really just pisses me off.
When you respond to any/all/ or a combination of things (like the Sh*t mentioned above) and you make guys think that it’s okay to say sh*t like that. YOU DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE THAT!
Thank you that is all
xoxo// Luriel
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This is so amazingly funny, made my entire day!
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Peter pan!!(:
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OMG Eli was my favorite character!! soooo hot
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